nothing's gonna hurt you baby

safe-spaces (either imaginary/virtual or actual) for me when i am feeling utterly blue/down/unwanted/agitated:
*the music of cigarettes after sex, mild orange, thesecondsex, mogwai, unders, kudasai, mondo grosso, etc)
*peaches (i don't know why or since when but peaches serve as an ultimate calm down factor in my life; probably i am exaggerating but oh well, it is almost peach season)
*skincare - not a long time ago, i have come across a really good skincare platform and i am hooked officially. probably i will somewhat get into a selfcare-vortex in the near future as i am prone to do things really passionately, impulsively, without self-control or any boundaries actually. i'll try to fight the urge, tho)
*the voice of george ezra (i could argue on how his pitch and tone and talent go together so well but it is nothing but a waste of online matter, so! listen to ezra, bottom line)
*sketching (as i am typing these lines, suddenly realized i forgot to purchase a black marker today, so no sketching for me for a while, i guess. although, i will try to substitute it with charcoal or a basic graphite, i'll figure it out later)
*talking in english. yes, thinking and talking in english make me really comfortable (it has not always been the case tho! i used to be so afraid of speaking in front of people in english, i would actually shiver and my voice get so high and shaky, oh man, i have come such a long way since my early teens!). lately i have been experimenting with german but apparently german does not do as good as english, poor me. (note that i am trying to learn german so deperately! too bad it is not as flexible as english, so my wandering, kind of radical-language-learner attitude does not help but hold me back from achieving that perfect german _violence_. i mean that german precision; more and more stereotypes, oh my.
*this blog. i have been neglecting this platform lately (hah lately? i mean for years!) so big plan for this summer is to gain back the control over this blog once again. (after how many attempts? i have lost track of the actual number) and write at least two entires per week. that would be so great and should serve as a great medium to express myself.
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